the mood of the day

Assalamualakum semua..

today, kan share something yg going on this few days.. si kawan kami or should i call it as si besfren kami sampai ke tanah air sudah, think she stil jetleg usulnya mun awal ani tidur nd tangah2 mlam bangun masih.. cant wait to get all my things from her *wink wink* haha! kdding, yg pentingnya ia balek and can spend much time sooner with her..

sooner, my hubby kan alek, offshore, kraja.. so, there are few more days to go, so i better use the time very well, spend the precious time with him and the kids too! now, its raining outside, macam faham2 saja ujan atu! anyway, nda sabar rasanya kan spend time with dearest friends jua lah, rindu sangat2,but unfortunately, laki kami2 di darat except for -Na saja yg nada hubby haha so, enjoy life while u stil can dear! single and available, anyone in the line? *haha*

banar tah the weather today makes me feel so lazy and down saja.. but watever it is, besyukur jua lah kana turun kan ujan, inda jua panas banar dluar atu..sooner my niece start school and lil danish (BB's soon) too.. welcome to school's life youngster! and it means BB will be back to work jua.. no more hols hols hols nie ah :) welcome back to work, friend!! cant wait to meet u up!! and u all! u know who u are..

i lose weight again, which is not good, i should gain wa gain more and more weight.. is it because of the stress, but am i stress? i dont know.. just dont know. all i can say, "Allah, be with me always, i need You more than i need sapa2" pray and keep on praying in order to get a better meaningful happy life.. im just normal human being with heart, feeling, mind and soul.. i just hope my 2009 will be a great joy and life, i hope! a big HOPE is there..

anyhoo, these are some pictures of me last year during my birthday with dear friends Lena, BB and -Na, and my daughters were there too.. thank you for the surprise.. and if u notice my cake, ada kana wrote "Ms ervina" Ms? sejak bila title ku tukar balik ke Ms? haha! typo kali he baker haha!

and this year, -Na threw a surprise on me, she came to my house andwe celebrate it with a slice of cake, i think i did mention abt this arah post before2 so, just to refresh saja.. thanks once again -Na, such a wonderful night from u and ur fren, Tini.

today, my hubby bawa makan2 or should i say food hunting kah.. hehe, trying to gain weight usulnya nie ah.. but, we'll see how my weight atu naik or inda in few days :p

sometimes, i feel like i want to stand in the public and shout out very loud, telling people that im exist here to give the love and to receive the so called "hates".. and yet, i cant, i just cant.. but watever it is, im happy with who i am right now, happy to have everyone around me at least i know im not and will never be alone..

anyhoo, im leaving u all with the pictures down here..thanks to -Na for editing the lovely pictures..





and oh, there are few sentence i got from -Na..

"live life like there is no tomoro"
"its better to throw the broken glass rather than fixing it, ur finger surely, bleeding"
"forget things that hurt u the most and think what u deserve the most"
"love yourself then u can love others"
"dont push urself dat much as it kills u in the end"

bah bah out!